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Σ'αγαπιόμαστε

Μ'αγαπας. Μ'αγαπάς;
Μ'αγαπάς.
Σ'αγαπώ; Σ'αγαπώ; Σ'αγαπώ...

Αμα ξεκινούσα να γραφω ολα οσα λέγονται, όλα οσα διαδραματίζονται....

Σαν το μικρόοο φαντασματακι τριγυρνώ.....

Είμαι ερωτευμένη, ειμαι καλά. Θα επανέρθω σύντομα.

Dear "John"

I m thinking of you, I don’t feel I have the right. You are going through a break up long overdue, it’s something that is deep and personal and there’s sadness and heartache and I have no place to be there, even in thoughts. I also don’t have the right to think about you because you are younger. I don’t feel it but I force myself to remember it and then I feel a bit ashamed. I also don’t have the right to think about you because I know the odds this is just a phase are tremendous. And if I think about you, I feel the feelings overflowing, and I get scared. Knowing this is probably something we fed each other as a sugar coated pill, as a rebound thing is comforting me. I don’t want to believe it’s real, it’s much easier if it’s not. I know it’s not. I know it’s not….I know it’s not. But as I sit here and I try not to think about you, and I find million reasons to kill the buzz by thinking that u might realize that u 2 need to be together, or that you will go and start going out and have…